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Just another pop in.
The pap came back.
Thank you God!
Thank you guys for all of your notes and prayers.
I'm too awnry for things to be growing in me that don't belong.
Word - don't be up having vaginal probings too close to the end of your last cycle.
I'm exactly at a half dose with the Effexor.
The dizziness and pressure in my ears are the worst symptoms at the moment.
Today, I was a bit too dizzy to drive.
That was rather annoying.
I feel like I should be in rehab. I'm literally counting out the tiny balls in the capsules. I am taking 40 at the moment, and each week, I dose down by 10. Four more weeks, I'll be done.
I know I'm not taking a big dose - but sisters, I'm telling you - this stuff is rough to get off of - no matter what you are taking.
But you know what?
I'm really ok.
I am finally, for what I believe is the first time in my life - ok with the fact that I'm not Jayme The Superwoman at the moment.
I'm ok with not making the bed.
I'm ok with accomplishing basically nothing on some days.
I've been reading - napping - 'being'.
It's been very healing, in many ways.
With that said - I AM looking forward to getting the DeCluttering going again - and being more active here.
I do have some good days where I get some yard work done.
I'm going for quality over quantity.
Hey - I changed my name on Facebook back to Jayme Goffin - it just seemed silly to be incognito - I mean, seriously?
So...look me up.